But do you know me? i may appear like i don't care. but actually i do. leading a pretty ironic life. here's the fact : I DON'T KNOW MYSELF WELL, TOO.

seeing those things around me,
i can only keep thinking.
i don't even know,
if those thoughts were real.
it they were,
too bad for me.
'cos it'd mean,
you're really gone.

i don't know why,
i kept doing things to you,
that made me regret.
but i don't mind.
'cos iloveyou.

that's the weakness.
i'm in too deep.
what to do?
i can't get myself out of there.
i can't move on,
and i know i can't stay.
i can't go back to the past,
so what am i to do?

loving you,
wholeheartedly.
i've never blamed ou,
for doing those things.
for my love for you,
it's just too deep.

have i made a wrong decision?
i don't think i did.
i got the love i've never felt.
though it didn't last.
the sweet love lingers in me.
i still clearly remember your first kiss.
it felt so sweet.
no, it was sweet.
i wish i can have that again.
but am i jus gonna sit here and wish?

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