But do you know me? i may appear like i don't care. but actually i do. leading a pretty ironic life. here's the fact : I DON'T KNOW MYSELF WELL, TOO.

very true. i'm afraid.








gonna have my 2nd UT later on today.
not much confidence though.
just hope i'll be able to do.
*pray pray*

not in the mood to do work now.
but who am i to not do work?
who am i to say that i got no mood therefore i don't do work?
feel so useless now in the team.
just because of my emotions i feel far apart from them,
feels that communication seems impossible with them.
and also with you.
i wish you knew.. really.



today is definitely NOT MY DAY.
didn't go down for lunch today.
no company. zzz.
didn't have mood also.
aiya whatever.


i learnt something today :
don't expect others to give in everytime when you never even try to compromise!
i don't think i asked too much of you just now.
i gave in by not going asking you to go for lunch with me cause i knew you had work to do.
just wanna meet you below the block to get the hard disk from you,
is it that difficult?
so yea, try compromising next time.
things might work out better definitely.



that Simple Song,
that song that came out of me,
it's kinda a forgotten melody.
it was written because of you.
now, it's being forgotten by me just like you.
i've let go of you,
but i won't let go of my music.
even if music is not the path He has created for me.

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