But do you know me? i may appear like i don't care. but actually i do. leading a pretty ironic life. here's the fact : I DON'T KNOW MYSELF WELL, TOO.

i feel that it's not music that i should really go for.
everything i want for music wasn't given to me.
like having Music Theory as my elective and being able to play for church band.


i always thought, worship is the only way i could serve Him.
because that's my interest.
however,
i think there's something else He planned for me.
it's kinda like a counsellor.
this is just what i think.
am not too sure about it yet.


i think that way because a lot of my friends,
when they're having problems,
and they come to me for advice and stuff.
after talking to me,
they always say things like "you always give the best advices"
or "felt peace after talking to you."

this is why.

show me the way Lord.
(:

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