But do you know me? i may appear like i don't care. but actually i do. leading a pretty ironic life. here's the fact : I DON'T KNOW MYSELF WELL, TOO.

haven't been updating eh?
hahahaha.
nothing much to blog about anyway.

alright,
watched Inception with Esther and Pearlyn!
had much fun with them ((:
wanted to watch Despicable Me at first, oh wells.
haha doesn't matter (:
Inception was good!
wish i can do the same.
dream into dreams. (:


school has been rather... crappy.
couldn't take it anymore.
burst out last friday.
i told my faci 'i don't know anything' when he asked me to present.
gg.com
but i didn't really cared at that point of time.
i was so pissed with my team members.
well,
i guess i needa learn to accept people for who they are.
i needa change!


have been thinking too much lately.
if i put all my random thoughts together,
i think i can write mutiple songs.
just wrote a bit yesterday on facebook. hehe.

i think i needa learn not to think too much.
even if it's beyond my control.
even if it's caused by people i really cared.
even if...
i think i'm really stressed up not by environmental problems.
but by my own actions and reactions.











here's a bit of my random thoughts i put into a song.
here it goes,


you've got me questioning my own actions.
thinking of my own reactions.
it's like i should've told you, everything i've done was for you.
my friend i hope this ain't coming to an end.
i've gave my everything, to bring this friendship till eternity.

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